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boundaries with men's emotions
I've been struggling with feeling OK about having boundaries around a couple of men's emotions lately. First, with my dad. He's been helping me with repairs, painting, and other home-ownership responsibilities. While … -
Good Bye, Doggies
I did it. I gave up my dogs this morning. I gave them back to the rescue where I originally got them. The hardest part is realizing I won't ever see them again. I love you, Manda. I love you, Tessa. May you find good pup… -
Relationship Schmeerlationship
This is something I wrote for Diana's Grove (www.dianasgrove.com) Mystery School about moving from a known place to an unknown place. This entry refers to childhood sexual abuse. It's been 18 months since I broke up wi… -
House Work
Why I ever wanted a house is bewildering to me. Well, not really, but I am really chafing at the responsibility of being a single homeowner these days. Lexine and I cleaned up the basement. Took the litter out, swept, sp… -
Meds suck. Oh wait, mental illness does, too.
I need to get on a support list for folks on depakote. It makes me so sleepy and out of it. I *hate* it. Oh yeah, and I hate the fucking crazy thoughts that the meds get to leave me alone. HATE THEM.I haven't been taking… -
avoiding The Man
I'm filing an extension for my taxes again this year. Haven't turned in the 2005 ones yet.I did take actions today to get closer to finding the paperwork I need to find in order to do them. I feel so lame. Fuck that. -
Making decisions as an adult
I'm finding a crux in making difficult decisions as an adult: holding the ambivalence of, on the one hand, knowing I made the best choice I could, while on the other hand, still wishing things could have been different a… -
IM to a friend
I did it - I broke things off with Kaz. amidst a bunch of tears, but I stuck to my guns. he was sad for himself, but not heartbroken, which is reasonable, I mean, things hadn't really gotten very far. mostly he was conce… -
Saying "No"
Ken called last night between 8:30 and 9 p.m. I was startled. I had run to answer the phone and was not expecting him on the other end of the line. "We'd like to have you over for dinner tomorrow night. Fish. When [Lexin… -
2007 Leadership Growth Intentions
Greater confidence in my voice and speaking, especially when offering trance. Increased volume and understandability by those listening to my words. Ability to keep my focus and keep going with my thread of a trance when…
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