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significant shifting
I am so grateful tonight. Grateful I had my husband in my life for the time I did. Grateful I'm emerging intact from the grief of losing him. Grateful for my house. Grateful for my kitties. Grateful I get to move on. Gra… -
mixed up
I'm feeling mixed about two things right now: Jesus and my ex-spouse. And I feel incredibly sad about both of them. I feel like it means something if I want to have a relationship with Jesus. Like I'm a sell-out or I'm… -
new plans for the future
first, a side note: my ex sent me a card (in response to a holiday card I sent her) that said, amidst the typical greetings, "I have kind of turned a corner in my life. Divine intervention can do that, even for fools lik… -
weight fluctuation and self-love: perspectives from a feminist and child-sexual-assault survivor
I've had disordered eating (probably not severe enough to categorize as an eating disorder, but maybe) since my dad quit sexually abusing me around when I hit puberty. I hated my body for betraying me. (in a twisted way… -
rings
I'm feeling conflicted wearing my wedding rings. I keep thinking, "You're weird. Don't you know your marriage is over? What do you think, that wearing them is going to bring him back?" Then I keep wondering what other pe… -
growing by leaps & bounds
Time off does this to me. I rest, I reflect, I have time to think. Insight starts flowing like spigot on full-blast. I had a kick-ass therapy session today. Led to liberating the wedding rings from the safe deposit box… -
year in review
first lines of first real entries of each month January - I told my brother that I was going to begin training so I could ride my bike to work. February - my mom's coumidin (blood-thinner) level spiked to 8 (should be … -
wedding rings
I'm wearing my rings ~ my diamond engagement ring and my wedding band. I went with my mom today to get them out of our safe deposit box at the bank. I'm missing my husband like crazy. Seems like the holidays are stirri… -
cold & crazy & crying
I was in the mood to get caught up with Facebook. So it's 6 in the morning and I'm still up. I'm wondering if I remembered to take my Abilify (bipolar med) the night before last. I haven't been struck with the stay-up-al… -
pinching myself
I still start to cry every time I think -- really think -- about Obama being elected. They're tears of relief. Tears of sorrow over these last 8 years with Dubya. Tears of hope for what is possible for our country. I w…
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