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  • Dang, I miss 'em

    Those dogs, they kept me in line. No mooning around about boys. No feeling lonely, especially not in bed. No thinking about sex and men as a way to fill the emptiness. I'm fighting all these thoughts about how I failed t…

  • Good Bye, Doggies

    I did it. I gave up my dogs this morning. I gave them back to the rescue where I originally got them. The hardest part is realizing I won't ever see them again. I love you, Manda. I love you, Tessa. May you find good pup…

  • Hard Choices

    I had a really good week off. Now I'm back in the office and am completely overwhelmed with requests that are behind, invoices that are overdue, etc., etc., etc. Stress!The thing about a week at the Grove, for me, is tha…

  • House Work

    Why I ever wanted a house is bewildering to me. Well, not really, but I am really chafing at the responsibility of being a single homeowner these days. Lexine and I cleaned up the basement. Took the litter out, swept, sp…

  • Rapid Cycling

    I'm going to start taking my Abilify prescription tonight. I think I'm rapid cycling, which means, way UP, way down, way UP, way down. I took my Provigil again today and I have been very focused and productive. It also h…

  • Off to a Bad Start

    After lunch yesterday, I started a nap at 4 p.m. yesterday, woke up at 7 p.m., went back to sleep, woke up at 10 p.m. Took the dogs out, fed them dinner, ate dinner myself. Went back to sleep at midnight, maybe 12:30 a.m…

  • Saying "No"

    Ken called last night between 8:30 and 9 p.m. I was startled. I had run to answer the phone and was not expecting him on the other end of the line. "We'd like to have you over for dinner tomorrow night. Fish. When [Lexin…

  • Friday Night Blahs

    Friday nights are for curling up with a loved one and watching a movie. Picking up take-out or ordering a pizza in and catching up (emotionally, through talking) from the tiring work week. I was feeling pretty down for a…

  • Kaz as a Dad

    this post has some semi-graphic references to child sexual abuse. Thinking about Kaz as a dad turns me on immensely. Intensely. Hearing him talk to Erik, his 3 year old, melts my heart and gets me hott. Kaz is firm with …

  • Divine.

    Tessa is sleeping with her head up against my sacrum.

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